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| 12:21am 26/05/2005 |
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i just talked to my URI loves which made me feel happy enough to want to post something in my lj.
soo...
dearest sarah, erin, and beck
i miss you ladies and love you like whoa.
you are my sassy sisters for shizzle.
<3
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| sugar highhhh |
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| 01:09am 04/02/2005 |
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i feel gooood.
and feeling gooood feels grreat!
like tony the tiger
either way..
it sure is a nice feeling
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| yeah i burn my leg on lightbulbs. and what?! |
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| 12:08am 23/01/2005 |
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"life is like a shooting star
it don't matter who you are
if you only run for cover, it's just a waste of time
we are lost 'til we are found
this phoenix rises up from the ground
and all these wars are over"
a special thanks to the people in my life. thank you for everything. i love you all. you mean the world to me. probably because you are my world <3 |
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| i caught you a delicious bass |
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| 01:56am 30/12/2004 |
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mood:  giddy
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yea yea!
i got all A's this semester. that makes me feel ever so giddy.
yea yea-im a dork!
last night nate dogg came over and we watched "The Christmas Toy" with my famfam. it's weird to watch a movie again which you last saw about ten years ago. actually, i have no idea when i saw it last. i know i was a younging though! anyways... the way i remembered it did not match up to how it was. well, certain parts did and others did not. but thats to be expected. either way it was stellar.
tonight we all gathered at rita's to play some cranium and stuff our faces. then me and my girlies and some of the boys went to mal's house and saw "Shaun of the Dead" (which was wicked funny). it was also stellar times. im feeling pretty good right now :)
riyanna leaves tomorrow and i have to work..so i guess i should go to bed soon.
gooodnight everyone. <33 |
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| one mother effffffing stellar christmas gift: The Christmas Toy |
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| 01:37am 25/12/2004 |
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"When no people are around, the toys still play in the playroom. But since a toy will be frozen forever if a person catches it out of position, they have to be very careful. It's Christmas Eve, and Rugby the Tiger remembers how he was the Christmas Toy last year, and thinks he's going to be unwrapped again. And it's up to Apple the Doll, whom Rugby supplanted as favorite toy, to tell him what's in store. But Rugby won't believe her, and tries to get into the Christmas package and lets Meteora, Queen of the Asteroids loose. Unfortunately, she doesn't know she's a toy, and thinks she's landed among aliens. And it's up to Apple, Mew (the Cat's toy mouse), and the other toys to get Rugby out of the box and Meteora back in it before they're found and frozen."
i am in love with this movie-and did not know its name or anyone who had it until about five minutes ago.
big thanks to nate. he owns.
plus its now officially christmas day
soooo:
<33 Merrrrry Christmas Everyone!! <33 |
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| my penis hibernates during wintertime..just like a grizzly bear |
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| 12:24pm 23/12/2004 |
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mood: calm
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i havent updated this thing is so long-i dont even know if i should keep it anymore. im back at home-and while its nice and i definently need the break-i still feel off. it comes and goes-but i just want it to go away completely. my pets are the cutest things-and its stellar being able to see my home fries again. riyanna is home! that special girl..whose bag explodes on airplanes, honestly? yeah..hers does. because she is that grreat.
everyone wants to chill tonight-and it just isnt going to happen. sorry suckas! i still have to do christmas shopping first..haha flawless! anyways, i think riyanna and i will chill with tonda and tay dogg tonight-perhaps charby too. hes shipping out on the 29th, so we have to hang out soon. since ive been home ive seen spongegbob squarepants (and it rocked my socks off), went shopping, had a family photo taken..and we diinnned out last night with like a group of fifteen of us. i've actually been able to read a book. hollarr. the school situation still sucks my nutts. nothing is ever easy..with the exception of riyanna.. haha i keed i keed. or do i? i've been talking to my wifey (yeah rah, im most def the husband) so that she doesn't go on complete kaylee withdrawal. i start up work on monday-i hope i get to work with jeremy and that kirstin comes back. jim is still an asswipe. the other night we decorated our tree and it looks lovely..i also helped my mom bake and somehow the stuff still came out lovely.
oh yeah,
i feeeeeeeel like crap.
im def going to soak in a hot tubby.
i have yet to update about the past month-butt this lj can only handle so much mojo. ill be back and badder than ever wih that update and perhaps pictures soon?
but for now-i need to go play with the rubber duckies
and ride the HASSLEHOFF |
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| So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame. |
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| 12:17pm 03/12/2004 |
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ughh..first of all: i think loans can suck my nuts (along with work and various other things).
im so annoyed with shizzle right now-and am tired of being like this. for the past month i have not been as happy as i am used to being. i need to fix that. i need to start figuring stuff out. eventually things will come together nicely and make sense (haha hopefully! knock on wood twice so i dont jinx myself). anyways at least i have my family and girls. thank goodness for them. i know that the positives definently outweight the negatives. |
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| 01:31pm 16/11/2004 |
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mood: amused
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haha i forget that lil fuckers name..good thing jay remembered it!
ive been so stressed lately..luckily i have wonderful people to help me maintain my coolness. thanks sarah for the picture-and the sex.
it was definently needed
and i hope things go well for becca this week. my poor babe is going through so much!
work is crazy. how about we cancel it?
i just took a two hr test...and then studied for a lil for a quizzicle which ihave to take in a few-but for now im playing text twist. i need to get my mojo back at this game. |
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| 09:38pm 01/11/2004 |
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mood:  dorky
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yay chapin is going over riyannas!
i just talked to my sister for like 202 hrs..i hope he is going over to admit he has been a doucheface. i told her to make sure her teef are brushed. you can't make up with stinky breath hanging around. he better make up or ill drop the elbow on his face. hahaha riyanna..i am a robot, give me all your money.
i pulled a stoogey all nighter last night. its because i have a problem with procrastination..a major problem. oh well, i pulled it off and was able to pass out by 4pm today. and i had my shizzle all together. i might need to nap again soon though, because 3 hrs of sleep is definently not enough.
sarahs gone for the night and its ever so lonely. i hope she is having a good time though. my mom is awesome. she sent a package up for halloween, but thats not why she is awesome. she just is cause thats the way it has to be cause thats the way i likkke it. my family is the best. and yeah, the package was awesome too :)
i met matt on wednesday and have been hanging out with him these past couple of days. <33 he is the sweetest thing. i can't wait to mingle and tangle with him again.
for halloween i was a fairy. my costume was pretty deec for being pulled together at the last minute. i slept till an hour before we were supposed to leave. then got up, showered, and got me and my rahrah all dazzled up.
school has been pretty good. i love erin, becca, and sarah. my girls own. earbears birthday is coming up on friday, and i hope it is excellente. she deserves it.
i dont tink your ready for this jelly: http://photobucket.com/albums/v435/kayjay861/home%20fries/
yeah we are dorks! try not to be too envious!
:)
things are gooood and im feeling happy and lucky.
thats all for now
peace, <love3 and happiness,
me.
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| 04:19pm 11/10/2004 |
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its been a while since ive updated this thing. im not even sure where i last left off. i got a job with erin. we start in november and it seems like a pretty chill place to work. erins been sick lately and i just want her to be happy and have fun. i love living with sarah. schools been tough, i had all papers and quizzes last week, and now i have three exams on weds. fuck a duck.
im majorly stressed
i went home this weekend and it was good times, aside from when i was worrying about when i was going to study. i met eric too. hes a total cutie.
anyways im in a crappy mood currently..
stoogey internet
now i must go study but i will prob vent later.
peace love and happiness
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| 01:43am 23/09/2004 |
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how i love moulin rouge. and ewan is my future hubby.
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you untill the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you..
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
and the finale:
Never knew I could feel like this
It's like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart can you hear it sing?
Come back to me and FORGIVE everything!
Seasons may change winter to spring
I Love You, til the end of time
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| Well behaved women rarely make history-Laurel Thatcher Ulrich |
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| 03:49pm 19/09/2004 |
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mood:  dirty
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if i cant do it honey it cant be donnnne
i just had a dream where i was all powerful and magical. i have those dreams a lot. then i wake up, and its sorta shocking that i dont have some hidden magical power.
i hate the walls in our dorm
dumb dumb walls
on thurs i went clubbing with my ladies-earbear, sarah, candra, and virginia. we hit up babylon-and we were looking hot. isaw david there-hes the funniest kid ever-stacy was lucky to have him as a bf. anyways, the club was overly crowded though. they had this genious idea where all the men in the club got some beaded necklaces. it was the girls job to earn them, and whatever girl got the most beads in the end won a cash prize. so there was definently some boobage flashing. we left a lil early, cause bitches were getting annoying up in there. but it was def interesting, and im glad i went.
friday was chill, i decorated for jeff with erin (it looked groovalicious) and i watched salting sea with sarah.
last night sarah and i went to brebres house for a lil partay harday. bres house is effing nice! shizzle its huge-two kitchens, three bathrooms, and only four girls live in it! they only pay 500 a month each. anyways, there were like 8 kids among the partying group who were from my hometown there. i saw al again, i havent seen him in soo long. i want to visit him and the boys at pc again this yr. it was good times too.
now its sunday, and i hate the dumb dumb walls which i can't hammer nails into.
i find a lot of boys to be stoogey, although i do know that groovey ones exist too. i finally got my classes fixed...at least i think! we shall see if it goes smoothly tomorrow.
i gotta do hw-blech!
peace kiddles
love
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| 04:54pm 13/09/2004 |
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mood:  curious
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how by the touch of your hand
everything can come undone.
so guys and girls, i have been attending all my classes like a good girl :)
hw load is def more this yr, but thats to be expected.
and dinkies, i have been eating better. haha! now i just have to hit up the gym. hans and frans will pump you up.
this weekend was my first back, and funalicious
face masks with erin and sarah kicked it off. we looked like baby mutant ninja turtles. <3
i headed over to the woods with sarah on friday night, and met mari, ian, emily and emilys sister. it took us like a hr to find the house, and it was in the shadiest place ever! ian does the bestest raptor impression ever. it made me want to morph into pteradactyl mode... rawr!
on saturday i hit up friendlys with sarah, ian, earbear and jeff. grilled cheese, french fries, orange soda, and reese pieces sundae! hollllllllar. yummy yummy <3
then sarah ian and i stopped at mari's house for a quick bit. then we came back and i met mike (a unicorn from myspace) and we chillaxed.
on sunday sarah niece had a princess party, so we hit that shizzle upside its head! there was a monsterous girl there. who needs to be declawed and castrated. and just spanked! we all dressed up as princessed, and did the hokee pokee, cake, and everything. i loved the ppl i met there.
then i came back home, did a lil hw, and mike came over again. hes groovalicious. i like to add alicious to the end of words :) we also hit up midnight breakfast. one pancake..and it was hella gooood.
kylecakes is visiting/staying with me at the beginning of october. i hope everything goes well with that :)
i want to go clubbing soon. and put my ass on erin!
eeks im drawing a mind blank now as to what else i wanted to write.
ill be back later
peace love and happiness
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| 01:08pm 08/09/2004 |
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im back at uri.
and im beat
ive been shopping and decorating..
i had my first class this morning, and am heading out shortly for some more.
my tummy wont stop bothering me..i woke up with butterflies..haha i still get nervous! im such a stooge
i love seeing my girsl, esp erin and sarah.
all the girls on campus are barbie like...well not all
mu suitemates are sweeties
i want fucktards to stop leaving their bs in my lj. i didn't want to make this thing private, but i get these dumb ass broads who can't seem to leave me alone.
your dismissed now get to walking
understand that?
then please get out!!
also i find boys confusing. haha nothing new. if you dig me, then dig me and act like it all of the time..not just when ur feeling funky/generous. and if u dont dig me then just dont bother with me. and dont waver back and forth. that shizzle just annoys me. i dont like games and if u think i am going to play into yours, and just sit around and wait, you are wrong. i know what i can get, i know what i deserve, and if u are doing a shitty job then i will drop u like ur hot.
i cant stand drama. i like things clear cut, truthful, and chill. if you cant do that, then i cant do with you
oh snap!
hahaha
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| 01:14am 05/09/2004 |
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i hate being upset about things especially when i know its silly to get upset about them. i hate feeling foolish/embarrassed about the things that bother me. i hate when i feel like i look crazy by saying what bothers me. it sucks to know the chill way to act, and to not be able to follow through on it all the time. like i know how chill i can be, and i want others to be able to see that, and when they just see my yuckiness instead..well it just sucks. then they get the wrong impression of me. i just want to also be able to show the happy and relaxed me, the me that i am most of the time, so that they can see that and know that is actually how i am reguarly. anyways enough of that.
brad just imed me-blech! haha jk
in others news..happier news :)
i hung out with jay again tonight
we went swimming at the lake then came back and chilled with my family. im sorta sad that we just started hanging out again recently, we should have a while back.
i hope erin is okay. <3
im excited to room with my sarah and see my erin again.
i spray painted some of our stuff today..our room will be so hot. our room will be big pimping yo! be jelly.
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| 12:57am 03/09/2004 |
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i got my hair trimmed and hung out with emilio and jay today. we hit up friendlys and i couldnt stop laughing. then later jay came back to my place and visited with my family. its slightly weird seeing him and hanging out as just a friend. he looks wicked good.
i took some pics for him for his myspace thinger. i had such a grreat time. and apparently he did too cause he just left me the nicest message ever. it made me feel better..
anyways:
im about to pass out.
i still have yet to write about fl..but i dont feel like making that entry yet.
peace love and happiness
<1<2<3
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| 01:10am 01/09/2004 |
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back again
im back from fl
it was incredible. more incredible then the hulk. im about to pass out but i will update this shizzle with pictures and everything tomorrow
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| 12:16am 26/08/2004 |
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Hospital Windows
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man
was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain
the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window.
The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.
And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.
As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed.
One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to
find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for
himself.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It
faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.
She said, "Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."
-Author Unknown
Lessons from a Butterfly
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly
One day a small opening appeared
He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours
It struggled to force its body through that little hole
Then it seemed to stop making any progress
It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could
And it could go no farther.
So the man decided to help the butterfly
He took a pair of scissors and snipped off
The remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily, BUT,
It had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings
He continued to watch the butterfly
He expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge
And the body would contract
Neither happened!
In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling
Around with a swollen body and shriveled wings.
It was never able to fly.
The man acted with well-intentioned kindness
But he didn't understand the consequences.
The restricting cocoon and the struggle required to get
Through the tiny opening, were nature's way of forcing fluid
From the body of the butterfly once it achieved it's freedom
From the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life.
If nature allowed us to go through life without any
Obstacles, it would cripple us.
We would not be as strong as we could have been
And we could never fly
Have a great day, great life, and struggle a little.
Then fly
-Author Unknown
now i must go to bed..early morning..im going to tampa! sweet dreams everyone
peace love and happiness
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| 12:40am 22/08/2004 |
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i want to breakkk freee
can i get that song out of my head?
most likely not, esp when i listen to it for 8 hrs straight.
my feetsies are so sore. i just want to soak in a hot tubbb..mallory y did u move to fl?~ haha jk..ill see you sooon.
ive been getting really close to emily. i love her. ive been chilling more with my ladies..and just feel sorta asexual towards guys, which is fine with me.
maurita is in love with a new guy, and they are so serious. but she doesn't let loose and be totally herself around him..at least not when others are around.
im wearing a blankie. just a blankie. its a new fashion!
i got new shorts, pants, and a tank. ive lost weight since school-my ex jay even noticed and told me how mighty finnne i was looking ;)
haha i hugged him and his gf almost dumped him cause of it
crazy broad. beware of the crazies..there are so many chicks out there these days that seem nice, but underneath are just downright crazy. anyways..i need to chill with him before i head back.
an exception to the ladie love:
i did hang out with trevor and his friend who just got back from iraq the other day. we watched office space (please marry me milton..ill just have sex with lumberg on the side), reno 911, and breakfast club. and im in love with his doggy <3
also sether called me to go clubbing with him and his boys, but i would probably kill greg.
boo hoo hoo now i feel really bad. bad llama!
us girlies got riyanna some thank you gifts for letting us stay with her. i think kyle and anthony are picking us up from the airport. im going to look hizot when i step off the plane..haha or not. ill prob look like a walking fart.
4 more days and ill be in fl so eat my socks. water sun and bikinis,, or streaking.
and snuggle sessions with the emmy and gambi! ggw and sq <3
all the collegers are leaving at work. lissy brought in sweets today for us. im really going to miss tom, jeremy, kristin, and jason. all the kids there rock. im prob going to go back for seasonal help. cash money respect!!! bling bling is the thing!
just one more for exotic bird bingo..i am loving this! haha random quotes are from the emperors new groove. awesome movie.
im going to go lay in my beddy boop. snuggle under the blankets, and try to have sweet dreams
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